A brand new hell.

October 27, 2009 by thisisthepunchline
The window’s left open
p r a y i n g
to find an ailment
m i r r o r i n g
this
only to find
on the face of the water
l e g s
and
h a i r
reflect one another
they’re coming in
for the season
maybe it’s just
the                                    air
it’s nothing
a                                              b r e e z e
can take away
this requires:
biblical   f o r e c a s t s
a   m i n d ‘ s   e y e
a     m   a   d   n   e   s   s
a      t   e   m   p   e   s   t   u   o   u   s        n   i   g   h  t
in the still
of fall

Panic and the limelight.

July 7, 2009 by thisisthepunchline

(I’m fronting a new band, which I’ve never done. I’m nervous and excited. I’ll be posting ideas for lyrics… mostly half-thoughts.)

The beginnings of “Six Impossible Things…”:

The view from the hotel window:
murder in the traffic jam and passersby
just gently sigh.
hundreds of miles away:
reading antiquated texts and promises
that prepare them to die.
I’m an easy target!
When we can believe six impossible things
before we blink an eye.
I’m an easy target!
When we can believe six impossible things
before we pull back the hammer.

The view from the hotel window:

murder in the traffic jam and passersby

just gently sigh.

hundreds of miles away:

reading antiquated texts and promises

that they say prepare us to die.

I’m an easy target!

When we can believe

six impossible things

before we blink an eye.

I’m an easy target!

When we can believe

six impossible things

before we pull back the hammer.

If this is judgement passed down to us?

no wonder we’re lining up for prescriptions

If this is punishment passed down to us?

This is how you lighten the weight of your contrition

Constellation

April 18, 2009 by thisisthepunchline

Looking back

talking about the weather

was your eye caught?

or mine, first I thought

how odd

this constellation

in the concrete.

must have come out

too soon

fooled by the ground

warming

out of the air they dropped dead

weight

pinned by gravity

not a moment

too soon

the constellation

of dead bees

called back

“what are they saying

about the weather

tomorrow?”

Sunday best.

March 6, 2009 by thisisthepunchline

we were born heading

straight for the ground

           and the angels took our wings!

they said:

           “If you can’t play nice,

                 you won’t play at all.”

so we dressed up fine

          for sundays

said our prayers

                before bed

if there’s something out there

                       anyone out there?

                    there may well be…

     (the answers to our questions

     played awful games with us

     hid at the bottom of bottles

     in guitar strings

     plagued with rust)

                                   …I don’t know

if we’ll find them in this lifetime

I’m not counting on

my second chance

so we’ll save our conscience

for a rainy day

chasing this feels so much better

then waiting

on your knees

The grave I visit.

March 1, 2009 by thisisthepunchline

Time moves

           quickly

but we know that now-

           take me back…

to smell the roses

that adorned the grave

of our innocence

                the soil

we turned with young feet

                blissful

                tragic

complicated new dance steps

              one to two

              two to three

on into the thousands-

longed then to splash paint

              on canvases

that would show you

faces I rested my eyes on

but              there’s no time

and now everytime

I turn my head

there’s a different scene

                     there’s always time

but              it moves so quickly

we were never meant to make it through

So on and so forth in rhythm.

February 26, 2009 by thisisthepunchline

Trains                                thunder by

and it scares me half to death

but there’s a man          just staring

at the words they’ve printed everyday,

             and the day before,

             and the day before.

Skaters                           on the rink,

well I never had time for that

             even though

I curse this boring seclusion everyday

             and the day before,

             and the day before.

Walking                 through the park

like we were children again

              watching our footsteps

                              f       a         d              e

              into the treeline,

as if we could follow them back

to when we actually were children

              the day before.

Churches stand       and at their feet

the dead lay all asleep forever,

just like

               the day before,

               and the day before.

Blizzard               on the streetcorner

waiting for something

because everyone else is running away

                  from something every day,

                  like the day before.

I’ll just hang around

this part of town

because a man can only go so far

before he can’t quite remember

                 the day before

                         and the day before

                                  and the day before.

Unfashionable mistakes

February 24, 2009 by thisisthepunchline

I accidently looked good today

          stuck up beauties

          looking over

          the smoking section

          smiled at me

          with approval

because

I accidently looked good today

          loose hip

          jazz kids

          asked me to sip

          mixed drinks

          with them

          and chat each other up

          like high beatniks

because

I accidently looked good today

          old sly man

          in a used bookstore

          told me

         “minorities”

          had no right to

         “bitch and moan”

because

          our president

          is black

because

I accidently looked good today

          came home

          to a worn out

          unemployed family

convinced

I would learn from my mistake

Winter’s bout

February 16, 2009 by thisisthepunchline

The eyeball sun

lurches out from

under blankets

for another day

at the office

baking the ground

wherever it can

it’s a rough life

snow escapes to 

tree branches

safe

ice sculpture

hangs on a bush

art made by

some madman

in the midnight

air

car tears through

slush and rattle

past

we’re destroying you

but we’ve got the

numbers

that’s a fight

no one with

a good mind 

will bet on

Small stuff

January 24, 2009 by thisisthepunchline

if we

sprouted wings

would big business

make us pay

flight insurance?

 

or would catholics

bring about a new Salem

and chop them off

before we left the ground?

 

would god be okay

with premarital sex

if he got laid

more often?

 

if socialism

worked off paper

would Joe McCarthy

rise from the dead

and call us reds?

have us blacklisted?

 

quantum computing

is just around the bend

information sent instantaneously!

a great human achievement?

or will my computer just crash faster?

 

if we could

communicate

telepathically

would idiot pre-teens

send out unbareable waves of

“LMAO UR FUNY!”

 

or would we see

the real problems

that chicken soup

can’t solve

 

I might just be avoiding the big question with this

but I’ll leave that to some philosophy major

 

I’ll sweat the small stuff for now.

Scraps of a new year

January 20, 2009 by thisisthepunchline

it looks like

              David Bowie

fucking exploded

     all over the floor

two new couches

                          fucked

bottles everywhere

                          smoke

clings to the corners

    like webs of years

                                past

manic depressant

                  rambles off

sorrows

                      streamers

to the nonchalant

                  best-friend/

                         therapist

I wonder “how the

          fuck am I getting

                             home?”

exchanges of jubilation

                            quickly

she presses her lips

                            on mine

another explosion

                                   into:

                 ohmygod
     canmyheart
            holdtogether
  forthisorwill
         theobscenevelosity
               ofmymind
     tearitventriclefromventricle!

and then

it’s gone.

O the world is beautiful in moments!